Doth thou not Trusteth thine own Grace?
Nov 08, 2025
Kundalini demands very specific levels of surrender from her children. Of course, this depends on the maturation level of her children and on their karma. She is kind and considerate and helpful and protecting. She is also harsh and angry, and able to punish those who disrespect her or those who do not follow the guidance she has given.
She doesn’t always lash out in obvious anger or injury, but she does arrange circumstances that will help the individual understand the error of their ways with regards to their relationship to her. She will push them to do things that are not comfortable, but that are helpful to their Kundalini equation.
Devotion is one of those things. It’s not comfortable for some. It’s quite rewarding for others. You got to understand that her style of devotion is to free you up of egotistical expectation and attachment. These are the levels that she will work on within a devotional context. Those of you who have a hard time with devotion are going to be those people who have a hard time removing themselves from the handcuffs of expectation and attachment and control. If she has you give devotion to a living person it’s even harder because of course the entities and the egotism will reach out to judge that person and cause the person to ask themselves constantly “Well why should I give this to that guy or girl?” That is the question.
Those who have been guided towards specific levels of devotion will ask of Kundalini and she won’t answer them. Typically, she won’t answer them. They won’t get a reason why they need to undergo this kind of devotion they won’t be given a reason why they need to be triggered in this way or that way They won’t be given a reason why they have to do this. They must merely trust that what she has them do through compelling are the right things to do. Trust does not come easy for everyone.
And yet with Kundalini, it’s all about trust. If you have no trust, then honesty is hard to come by. If you have no honesty, then truth it’s hard to come by. And it goes on and on throughout the noble behaviors. And then the entities like to play on a persons mindset with regards to devotion. They will play a game on the person pursuing mistrust, pursuing agitation, pursuing a level of vehement abstention from anything that even resembles devotion, or the giving of oneself to the commitment that Kundalini would require of that individual.
These are complex issues. For some, it is easy as diving into a crystal clear pool of water for others not so easy. However, it is for you. I will guide you towards trusting your Kundalini. Not your ego, not your wants and desires, not your comfort levels, not your expectations, not your control over outcomes. I will guide you towards trust and surrender. Blessings to you all. -Chrism Kundalini