Existential Crisis within Kundalini
Oct 10, 2025
If Kundalini has placed you on an accelerated evolutionary path, you likely understand that it often utilizes existential crisis to push you forward into your surrender. Embracing this process is crucial, as resistance is pointless, and there's nothing you can do except embrace it.
The theme of surrender takes on significant part in your journey.
To those who haven't had your experience, you may seem completely out of control of your life. This is absolutely true. And this is exactly how it’s supposed to be.
This recurring theme has been present throughout my life, and with each occurrence, I've become better at recognizing the pattern and appreciating the benefits it brings from a Kundalini perspective.
It gives you lessons in trust, detachment, humility, flexibility, seeking and accepting help, giving and receiving, overcoming the fear of the unknown, embracing discomfort, surrender, and more. These themes are taught on a very amplified core level without running away from it.
As these occurrences become more frequent in your life, you'll also become better at recognizing them, making it easier to surrender to the process, knowing that you're under the guidance of the Sacred Mother.
This scenario is meant to empower the self. However, the ego may quickly try to victimize itself, as its comfortable existence is disrupted. It's important to detach from these negative associations and instead recognize the goodness in these teachings.
This also serves as an excellent test to see the extent of your inner work momentum and the depth of your surrender to your inner Divine.
In my personal journey, I've noticed that the deeper I go into my process, the more Kundalini keeps me on the edge of my existence, ensuring that the work is continually being done by me. Trust, surrender, morality, self discipline, selfless service, love is a constant matter.
This might resonate with you as well.
From an outsider's perspective, including other Kundalini activated individuals who haven't shared your experience, this might seem unusual because they haven't encountered these same patterns in their own evolutionary journey at this stage.
This information is intended for those who find it challenging to identify this pattern, leading them to resist it. It's not your fault if you can't "figure it out" and maintain a perfectly polished life as society expects.
You are not meant to figure it out you meant to surrender to it.
You are neither irresponsible nor too dull. Your life is like that by design. Let go of your guilt and shame, and acknowledge the divine gifts, opportunities, and teachings within this experience. Stop viewing yourself solely through a societal lens.
Embracing a surrendered positive attitude will greatly help you in processing what is happening, and this will empower you - if you allow it.
Be mindful in choosing your attitudes, actions and thoughts during the existential crisis periods.
-Julia’s Kundalini