Kundalini Depersonalization

Something becomes a "disorder" when it isn't understood and fear is allowed into the equation. We respond to it in the usual way by trying to fit it into specific references and if the references are not easily attained and something as personal as the self is involved and out of our "control" then we become afraid and it becomes an illness or a disorder.

Kundalini can be like this.

Kundalini is unusual and fits no common reference model. It usurps conscious control away from a person for a time and it isn't recognized by our beloved science. So it becomes a "spiritual emergency" or "Kundalini Syndrome" whether it fits the understood version of the syndrome or not.
We do not understand the mechanisms of consciousness. We are not able to label and find continuity with a non linear sequence of events and so it causes us fear. When fear and all of its effects upon the body and mind are mixed with the qualities of something like Kundalini then the amplification can be quite strong.

Mere meditation can bring on altered states. Depersonalization is also known as ego subduction or losing the ego. In one instance a person seeking the Kundalini can seek this and knowing this is the goal when they experience it they can assimilate it without too much hardship or fear. In another case if a person isn't seeking this and it occurs they can go straight into fear and that can be amplified and now it has become a disease or disorder.

We as five sense beings do not understand very much at all about what lies beyond the five sense ego controlled reality that we live in. So anything outside of those parameters is difficult to understand and assimilate. Nothing is wrong and much can be healthy but without the context of our five sense physical reality there will most often be fear.

We are more than our physical bodies. Out of body experiences prove this. Have one and you will understand. We are also more than our egos. With Kundalini and some other states we can have an "Out of Ego Experience" an OOEE so to say. - lol. When this occurs we are traveling into the areas that are not familiar and yet they are only unfamiliar to the ego. Think about it. What's left if there is no ego?

Who are you if you are not you? What are you? I have felt these questions and the answers that have come to me are that we are that which has chosen to incarnate. The ego isn't always keeping up in the conditioning's as a physical body may do. For instance people will do physical yoga far more than emotional yoga. They can become this great yogi person and still have emotional outbursts.

Like a grown man wearing emotional diapers. This is actually quite common in the western worlds.
If we practice in a balanced format we can move away from some of these imbalances. When we condition towards that which "isn't" from a place of that which "is" we need to understand in small increments exactly what that feels like. The person isn't typically thrown into it without knowing how to swim. Rather they are given little glimpses of it and being allowed to adjust and seek information. This is good but the balancing must still continue.

Going out of duality or out of the ego requires that we become aware of ourselves as more than a singularity of consciousness. More than a duality inside of a singularity. Am I losing you here? ❤

When we come into areas of expression that are completely different than what we are used to, we can simply allow that reality and its effects upon us to be the modus operandi of that place. If this means that you are no longer you as you know it in this reality then there it is. You are no longer you and yet you are still you in this reality. Like the OBE you are still connected to this reality due to the physical context of where your consciousness is living. Your silver consciousness chord so to say.

So when you are out there in "no ego land" you will still come back to the ego expressing person you are used to being but hopefully with more of a balanced format as you now understand that you are more than the ego expression you have come to know.

Depersonalization is merely coming into contact with these states. If you do it on purpose it's a good thing. If you come there without knowledge or intent it can become the dreaded syndrome or condition or disease. Anything we do outside of ego control can have some ego discomfort attached to it. Ego always wants control over any experience.

Kundalini will take a person into these areas and beyond so heads up and fasten your seat belts. Keep your hands and arms inside the vehicle and don't feed the wildlife. It's a new and strange land for your ego consciousness. It is a well known land for the rest of you. -
Blessings all.

Allow the Kundalini Depersonalization

It is best, I feel, if we let the ego relax it's limited understandings of what Kundalini is doing with anyone. Especially with the self. Remove the expectation attachments from the ego and observe what Kundalini is doing.

Ego does not like change. Ego will resist change. Familiar thought patterns, familiar memory patterns, familiar logical deductive reasoning, familiar processing of external data versus internal data will be changed.

And you need to really work on the surrender aspect in order for the ego to let loose of its restrictive desire for things to be as they always have been.

You will be depersonalized away from what you have always been. And in place of that a new individual is forming. A new way of living on this world, of understanding this world, of interacting with this world is taking shape.

If you find yourself, inside of a vision in your waking consciousness, and you're in a different dimension then walk forward. Be at peace.. Do not be afraid, do not be confused. You are there for a reason it is not accidental.

Open to the wisdom that Kundalini will bring to you while you are there. Eventually you're going to lose your complete reliance on the egotistical consciousness. Eventually the ego consciousness will pull itself up through evolution in this lifetime to a form of a higher mental functioning consciousness as it merges into Grace.

Hold to the noble qualities. Let those qualities help you to understand the Incredible Gift that this transformation holds for you. Let the old self be changed. Accept it with joy and surrender.
-Chrism Kundalini