New to Kundalini?

For those of you in the early stages of activation please prepare yourself to have your reality shattered. Not bombastically or brutally all the time but sometimes it may occur in such ways. You need to be ready to be fragmented to be torn apart and then reassembled by your Kundalini.
This can be very difficult sometimes and it doesn't stop once you're in the awakened state - it continues. I am constantly being torn apart and reassembled. And it's most difficult when it deals with the heart chakra. But that's where so much of our transformation needs to occur.
The Kundalini Knows Best and you may resist as much as you want and as long as you want but circumstances will be created that will remove your ability to continue to resist. So resist and see what happens. Or conversely surrender to these changes and allow it and be grateful for it - as hard as it is - and see what happens.
You have to remember, within Kundalini you're half human half divinity and becoming divine within a mundane flesh body requires tremendous amounts of change. It requires an increase of the frequency of molecular rotation within at least half of the flesh that you have and all of the flesh in some cases in order to establish a divine organism that can hold both lower and extremely high frequencies simultaneously.
This is the great work. This is the ascendancy of humanity. This is that extreme path of transformation and it's not easy. As you get further up The Path you'll see what I mean. But it's not in any way detrimental to you. Your ego will have to change and this is one of the hard areas of transformation that the Kundalini will bring.
People brag so much about how they've experienced ego death and this is just not true. The ego still needs to live it just needs to be retrained. As long as you're breathing and you're on this world you will still have an ego.
Now as the Kundalini flows up your spine and you experience the Divine connection the unity of Grace then yes at those points you will feel less of an egotistical control over how you are. And some may incorrectly assume that this is ego death but it isn't because you will still come back to the flesh because the idea is to be the Divine flesh! This is what we're here to do. This is what allows the radiance to root itself within the earthly materials that the human body is composed of. We have to have this in order to have this dual existence, dual reality, to have one foot in heaven and one foot on Earth requires these extreme levels of transformation.
So know this.
I understand this as the path that has begun to walk you. And it's a beautiful, noble, amazing, path. It comes with many gifts of bliss and ecstasy and joy and love and unity and knowledge and ascendancy and it also comes with an extreme level of transformation upon the physical systems that we all embody within these flesh containers.
You will need to embrace this but as I said at the beginning you can resist it. You can run in fear to the MD and have them pump you full of drugs. It won't make any difference you are on this path but more importantly this path is upon you and you don't get to determine what God wants to do with you.
One of the things that is most difficult for people to understand is that when you have the Kundalini and when it has you you no longer have freedom of choice. Not as you once knew it. Now you're inside of a transformation and that transformation is automatic when you reach a certain level of frequency. And it's that Divine frequency that Kundalini embodies within you.
So please understand this. You are not without guidance your Kundalini will guide you you'll feel compelled to do this or that. Don't resist it if you can help it but realize that the Divine understands that you are coming into this blindly and that you will thrash about and resist and insist and want and desire and rage and scream and kick and refuse many of these changes.
Kundalini knows this.
But you will not be abandoned because of it. She will embrace you continuously until you are able to manifest the frequency changes that she is bringing to you. Your sacred mother of the Kundalini. Blessings to you all - chrism