From Primal Urges to Divine Alignment
Oct 04, 2025
In time, we will learn to discern the difference between the will of grace and the pull of our primal urges, such as lustful desires, and to recognize how they shape our choices, even when they lead us to actions that appear innocent, compassionate, or deeply loving.
For instance, human bodies have been shaped by evolutionary processes, by Mother Nature, to maximize the survival of the species, at times tricking our emotional states in ways that make us experience profound love for someone or deep loneliness, compelling us toward intimacy and, ultimately, toward procreation.
For men, this pull often tends to express itself in physical desire, or lust while for women, it often centers around emotional bonding and safety. This is a survival agenda of the ego.
Countless subtle, unconscious programmed systems and mechanisms are at play within our flesh, all designed for survival, each present for a reason and arranged with remarkable intelligence.
Another example is when a woman’s root chakra is well balanced, allowing her to be more in tune with her sexuality.
Due to hormonal shifts just before ovulation, when the libido increases, this may express itself through small, unconscious choices, such as dressing in ways that highlight her attractiveness to men, without her even realizing it, unless she practices mindfulness around her choices.
In some cases, resistance may mask itself as bliss: we feel radiant, carefree, and unusually happy, yet beneath this illusion, our vital daily safety practices are being neglected, and we are ignoring our Kundalini master’s commands. These can be strong indications that we are living in an ego fantasy and not actually doing the work. This will not be allowed in a long term as can be a manifestation of entity influence.
Periodically, sadness or misery is a natural part of the process, as we confront past wounds and the ego struggles through resistance on its way toward surrender, allowing the transformative changes that grace seeks to bring into our lives. We must allow this to happen without turning to escapism or numbing ourselves in various ways.
The path to true happiness, and liberation lies in surrender, not in the easy comforts of convenience, like indulging in delicious but unhealthy food or choosing a relationship that does not serve our growth in a long term into Kundalini enlightenment simply because we feel horny or lonely.
This is just a few to mention.
With the awakening of Kundalini comes a sacred responsibility: to face our primal urges with awareness, to reveal the ego’s intentions and the survival-driven patterns beneath our actions, and to walk the divine path, choosing grace over the passing gratifications the ego wants.
Julia’s Kundalini