Heart Wholeness

Dear fellow Kundalini traveler.

Everything is a matter of the heart.
Everything is a matter of love. Our breath of life can be heard as the barely audible chirps of the infant at night to the ear of our conscious Kundalini grace in its glorious symphony that we knowingly or not play and perform our lives within.

When certain areas of the heart are blocked the totality of what matters to our life, the love of our life, the love OF life and the life of love can also be blocked. Kundalini will attempt to unblock areas of the heart that, through our life activities, our programming and our choices have become damaged or inaccessible to us through the many circumstances that surround what life has been for us.

Where can we not have love inside of our life?
It is as a serene flower that eternally invites us to know that we are far beyond the reaches of our mundane paths.
Far beyond the gifts of karmic mortality that bring us here again and again.
Love is that which holds the physical plane together.
Love is that breath of the divine that strangles our rejection of itself upon us for as we love so do we evolve and as we evolve so do we glimpse ever more the boundaries of grace that yearn to hold our illusory feet upon that firmament of love.
We must always stretch our heart into its thinness of reconciliation for as it is pulled and tethered so are we expanded in our spectrum of loving grace that melds our souls into this school of divine life.

We can be be pushed by our Kundalini into becoming whole once again even if we have found complacency in our blockages. Yes we can endure and we can avoid and we can proselytize the callous blisters upon our heart in ego braggadocio and even attempt to trivialize our pain but like an old shutter that bangs in the storm it will keep us awake until we fix it.

We must allow our heart wholeness to be regained.

And in this process our ego will resist.
It will cry,
it will scream,
it will come up with any and all excuses to avoid this type of work because it involves that which hurts us.
One of the best ways to take the ego out of any equation is to introduce pain into the equation.

Kundalini will not necessarily do this all at once.
It may take little pieces at a time in order to give the person the opportunity to find balance within the new corrections that are being made.
We must accept and acknowledge and flow with the changes the Kundalini is making in our heart process.
Resistance is a waste of maturity for as we have lived so may it be hoped that we have learned that resisting healing is merely the sign of a deeper need for it.

With heart blockages extreme levels of emotional imbalance are often the case and just as often it can take extreme measures to find balance once again.
These extremes can go far beyond the taboo stricken programming of the social consciousness.
Injections of forgiveness can be forced that can move us into areas of barbaric capitulation to forces that we have been sheltering in silent undulations of emotional agony and torment for decades.
Gale force transformations that will not settle for anything less than total surrender of the love held hostage by the ego outraged.
Outraged with revenge or cannibalized by anger and hatred toward others and yet ultimately caught in a searing reflection of self through the cracked mirror.

Kundalini will provide these balances dear fellow traveler.

You must also do the work as the psychology and the emotional body and the mental body of the person must accept these corrections.
Must embrace them with love and with tender understanding by going into the darkness with the light of grace shining the way to embrace that darker spectrum. And even when the light is dimmed and faded out into the void to continue to find that comfort inside the dark womb of the sacred mother no matter how forlorn or forgotten one may have once felt.
We can walk in the dark.
We can love in the dark as well.

We must be willing to change our lives in the way that the Kundalini is directing us to change our lives.
We must trust our Kundalini.
We must open to its guidance and open to its wisdom.
We must be willing to to place our lives and our feelings and our emotions into very specific positions that the Kundalini itself is giving for us to express but what our society may resist. What the programming in our lives and our education may resist.
We must trust and take the chance that the Kundalini is offering us a better way.
A way that we cannot think of on our own.
These are the ways of the divine natures and they must be respected.
They must be considered as a force of change and completion that we may not have been able to reach for if we just left it in the hands of our fumbling, terror stricken hands of the ego.

Let your love smoulder into that savage volcano.
Let it be erupted into the heavens that the clouds may become infused with it to rain your love down upon the grateful earth, upon your grateful body, and within your graceful Kundalini.

Dear fellow Kundalini traveler. Thank you for being you and may the Kundalini bring your love and your grace into the fullness of its divine heart.
-Chrism Kundalini