Kundalini Lessons

There are many lessons that are offered to the individual from the Kundalini. One of the lessons is not to make assumptions of what the Kundalini will do or what it will not do with regards to your recognition of it or your surrender to it.
You don’t get to assume that because you’re doing a certain thing that you’ll be rewarded for it. Or that life will become easy. Or that some form of appreciation will be brought your way.
You see the problem with those assumptions is you don’t know your karma. You don’t know all of the factors that are leading into your redemption. And so it is best to take the phenomena she gives without making any kind of assumption about why it’s given. Just accept it as a gift and eventually, you will know in what way that gift was earned.
You will never ever know the mind of grace. You may, if you’re lucky, and if you’re diligent know a small portion of that mind, a very small portion, but you will never know the big picture while you’re still living in limited consciousness. Even with expanded consciousness, you can still only know a portion of the divine mind. This is why surrender is so important because the more you surrender the more you learn within a limited format of how the divine mind works. But you will only be able to do that through observation.
Just because you have the Kundalini doesn’t mean you get all the answers. It doesn’t mean that you’re always right or that you don’t make any mistakes.
It just means that you have the opportunity to learn through observation what grace is giving. You will not know the why of it just the fact of it. - chrism