Now Is The Time
Nov 03, 2025
It is best if one doesn't fall into depression or express aggression when encountering a difficult Kundalini teaching. So often during our inner reformation we can lash out at the perceived cause of that challenge to our comfortable status quo. We do not enjoy being forced to change. Within Kundalini one can expect change to be a constant companion. Not always in the expected expression of change either. We must understand that much if not most of the change is occurring within our "perceptions of self" and of our expectations. How we expect to be treated by others or how we are expecting to be taught or assisted or how we "should" benefit.
The last thing we want to know is that the pain we just went through was needed and very beneficial when we cannot yet even see what that benefit or need was or is. At the same time we are being guided from within to do certain things, difficult things from the ego standpoint, and these are not what our ego centric, self validated, infatuated with our self serving consciousness feels needs to be done. So we don't do it. And (often) we step right back into the suffer chamber for more refinement until we can - hopefully - come into a better understanding that what grace gives for us to do is better than what our ego wishes for us to do.
Over and over this goes on until we begin to get the clue.
Everyone is extremely dependent upon the ego more than you would perhaps like to admit. We have survived on our world and in our society by its virtues so it isn't a surprise. Yet just as the cocoon is relinquished by the butterfly so is our ego (control) also relinquished and our higher self and lower self merge into a joint unified force of positive intention once we are able to surrender it to Kundalini. Become the blank page for Kundalini to write upon.
This is a process that can take years if it needs to or less time if you can surrender your control. Higher authority is at work within you. Constantly at work. Teaching, changing, transforming, causing you to struggle and lament and feel confused as the ideas and understandings of the mundane un-awakened programs of society are removed from your perceptions of truth.
Struggling is natural and not a bad thing. So does the butterfly struggle. We struggle to enlighten our lives that the Kundalini may continue its transformation with a willing child of grace, a grateful student and continue to open the person into the Kundalini as a partnership. For this to occur the inner attitudes and emotions and inner dialogue and thoughts, wants, needs, expectations, and expected endowments will need to be surrendered. No longer in expectation or control. No longer felt, or wanted, or needed. So please understand what is being written here and what you need to do.
This surrender needs to happen NOW. Not just when you comfortable with it. You have been given guidance on what must be done and now is the time to do it. No more procrastination. No more resistance even though it isn't conforming to what you think you want or need. The suffer chamber of refinement is always there to help us to understand as is the chamber of bliss always there to help us understand. Make the move. Take the steps. Surrender the control of your life and your feelings and your destiny to Kundalini. Trust that divine grace knows more about what is best for you than you and your ego do.
-Chrism Kundalini