Real changes from Kundalini

Kundalini requires levels of change that are beyond the understanding and comprehension of the western societies. It demands that you give up your habits and your assumptions of appropriateness.
You will be compelled to change your personality. To do the opposite of what you and your culture would do within circumstances where the Kundalini is not in the activated or awakened state. It's important to understand this because as you come into Grace and as it begins to change you you'll be asked and compelled to work in areas of your life that you have never ever considered needful of change or transformation. Such as the emotional body.
You'll be asked to rid yourself of the need for Revenge or the addiction of being needy or falsely assertive. You'll be compelled and triggered by the Kundalini to become enraged and then within that Fury to be told to do devotional practices. Teaching you how to control your emotions through devotion. And this can only happen under severe circumstances of emotional upset.
You'll be asked to give up your identity as you have known it to be your entire life. You will feel the compelling to express yourself in ways that you never have before such as forgiving yourself for situations where your response has caused pain and anguish to other people.
No longer will you make up an excuse for causing that pain. You will own it and you will apologize for it and you will mean it sincerely. This is not a common trait surprisingly enough within the societies. People want to deflect blame away from themselves. They don't want to own the results of their actions.
Another way this change will express itself through you is by changing the way you interact with other people with regards to your personality. How you have through the years adopted a personality that exists within the five sense expression of unawakened humanity and now you begin to change that expression due to the Kundalini coming through you so the people who once knew you even your family members may not recognize this new person that you're becoming and this is as it needs to be.
You are no longer simply a human being doing it's best to survive on this world. You are now semi Divine human being learning what it is to exist in three worlds simultaneously. And this is not an easy task. And yet you will still hang on to your survival instincts. You'll still clutch and cling to the manifestations of your culture. For a time it will be the collecting of money or the collecting of power or the attainment of specific levels of position that will give you access to both. But this will be released from you eventually because nothing that you do within the Mortal sense can be accepted Within the Divine firmament that you or a part of you is now existing within.
You see you will always come up against this wall of divinity that won't allow you to become that greedy self-centered power mongering person that you may have once been simply because this was the way you found that you could control the environment that you needed to survive Within.
No longer are these rules appropriate to the grace that is transforming you. So I suggest you be open to these changes. I suggest that you welcome them and you find gratitude for what has happened to you. I suggest you follow the compelling that the Kundalini will bring to you or if she has given you a teacher then you follow what that teacher is being compelled to teach you by their Kundalini.
Nothing about you will stay the same as the Kundalini delves deeper and deeper into your soul and your personality and the karmic elements that have shaped that soul and personality in its current expression through your flesh and through your mind and how you have been programmed to experience and interpret the world around you. Blessings to you all. - chrism