The Choice of Fear and Trust
Nov 05, 2025
Fear gives us an option to move beyond duality. When we feel fear there is often a manifestation of pain or a loss of freedom or a loss of life. Within grace we can use fear as a method of increasing the level of unity that we have with our divine Kundalini. This is why when people are presented with the entity equation I prescribe the mantra
"I give myself to you my Kundalini."
It is a test of trust and also a test of confidence in what it is that has activated or awakened within us. Good and evil exist on this world as levels of options and choices and tests that we are allowed to partake of in order to help us move into a greater level of merging with our divine unity.
Many people become trapped by their fear. Many Kundalini people also respond to fear in this way. They allow fear to sculpt how they will live their life and respond to life. Kundalini is giving us the opportunity to surpass the assumptions of safety and security in avoiding pain and deprivation and any of the negative aspects of living life on this planet if we can allow it to give to us by the gift of ourselves to it.
We trust our grace or we don't. It's as simple as that.
If we trust our grace then there is no room for fear. If we trust our fear more than our grace because of what has happened to us in the past then we are trapped within a cycle of a fear response that constantly replenishes itself due to our choice of honoring fear over grace.
So really for those of you that are new to Kundalini or that are looking at activating it and having a Kundalini activated life leading into an awakened life this is an area that you really want to look at closely.
Because kundalini will give you fearful opportunities to move beyond fear. It will give you opportunities to experience pain and many of the other elements that will bring fear into your life in order for you to make the choice of trusting grace over fear or to trust fear over grace.
So before you start any kind of an activation or awakening sequence look at this within yourself. Make a choice on how you will choose. If you choose grace then you may expect to be tested by grace for your trust to be honest and truthful and therefore giving you the opportunity which will help you begin to move beyond the cycle of fear.
Sometimes you will be successful immediately and sometimes it will take more effort and more repetition. Don't give up if you fail the first 10 times just keep going at it. Fear is a very intimate and very deep connection to our psychology, our karma, and our survival instincts. It takes time to work at this but I encourage you to do so.
Some would call this shadow work and that's fine. I don't see any reason why we should ascribe difficult teachings to a lack of light. Germination happens in darkness. We grow in darkness as we are within gestation. Be that as it may be, make "The Choice" to trust your grace or to trust your fear and then, if you choose your grace, begin to demonstrate that choice by challenging the fears that will come to you by trusting the grace that is within you.
Do your best to eliminate any lack of confidence that you may have in the Kundalini. Trust it with your life. It wants you to evolve but not without you earning that evolution. -Chrism Kundalini